How weak & powerless we are..

My mom got heart attach on 3rd March 2008. It's very shock me, coz Mom was the most healthiest person i've ever known. She did all house work herself & she sang like singer almost everyday.... The doctor did catheter & put 2 rings on her on 8th March.. I thought she was going home soon. But, on the 10th March early in the morning she got another heart attach... Doctor said it was very dangerous for her.. The 2nd heart attach has made me worry.. The doctor did something to her again and it took quite a long time.. (I could motivate myself on her 1st heart attach, but this 2nd heart attach has made me down & i got uncomfortable feeling).. After the doctor's finished, she was sent to ICU again. For hours she's still 'slept' & her blood pressure's too low, i kept comforting myself... When waiting for her, i was thinking how weak a human is.. And when I was thinking how powerless we are, i became angry. Angry to our limitness.. I was thinking that we have to have our own care & power.. There's a unique work of our nature. Whether we r a good person nor a religious person, yet illness & sudden death still can visit us.. And when the illness has time to visit us, we have to prepare our money, our time, our mentality & our energy.. And when that time's come, we more realize the value of money, time & health.

Idea World

This world is unreal, uneternal, and always change. Idea world is the truth world. The unreal/ sense world is only the shadow of the idea world. Say an example, a tree. In this world got lots of kind of tree. Those trees are not the same each other. Not only the shape is difference, it also does not eternity. Tree grows, dies, and extinct. But the idea about tree is remain...
(by Plato)

NO One Own Ur Life

NO one own your life. You study hard/ work hard for your own future, your own good, your own life. No one will pay for your food, no one will pay for your healthcare, no one will pay for your pension cost, and no one will pay for your living cost... If you are very clever & smart, very diligent, your life will be easier. You will have comfortable & luxurious car for working, big & luxurious house for living, lots of nice & exotic places to visit for leisure... So, start planning your life NOW. The decision of what life you want to have is in your own hand. THE SKY HAS LIMIT BUT KNOWLEDGE HAS NO LIMIT. So, keep learning & upgrading yourself. Remember, YOU OWN YOUR LIFE
~Veron

Up grade

Always upgrade urself by NOT sticking to ur habit ~Veron

Who can hurt ur heart so much?

Why are you sad?
Why aren't you happy?
When does the heart feel heavy?
When someone hurts our heart....

Who can hurt ur heart so much?
Who is the heart close to?
With whom the heart feels happy.....
You were happy, that's why you are sad...........

Time

"Manage your time, don't waste it.
Once u regret, u cannot ask it back" ~Veron

Talent

Hard work beats talent,
Finding talent takes hard work

Time Flies

Last February 6th 2008, my sis in law was cremated. Before the process, the coffin was put in the middle of the space in front of us. Saw that coffin in front of us, i was thinking... TIME FLIES... All the human being will end at the same place, inside the coffin. And all the human being was also born at the same condition, naked. The difference is how we fill our time during our life. Would we want to be part of the group who always regret their life because they do nothing for their selves nor for others when laying down waiting for death? When that time's come, all is too late and useless. All human being is given the same assets by God, which is TIME, 24 hours per day. Some are called faster by God, but they have maximized their time during their life. And some are given longer life by God, they live till old, but they spend their time for nothing, even some use their time for hurting others...
Mostly people claim they love their family. If you claim the same thing, have you loved yourself? How could one loves others when one doesnot love one's self? If you've loved yourself, have you do and give your self best? By doing and giving your best for yourself, indirectly you also do and give your best for all the people you love! Remember, TIME FLIES. Don't let yourself regretful when you are dying and have no more time. Don't let yourself go just like that without do and give your best to all the people you love.....